Constant Awe

Currently there's about 4,000 songs loaded on my Zen W. It is a lot of fun, When I goto bed I hit random play all and start the process of falling asleep - now what is so cool is that each song has particular affects on me which are so unique and powerful, truly music is the window to the universe, it is an escort to all things. We are not completely in these spheres we know as height, width, depth but extend beyond into infinite things.

While listening/journeying/traveling even without the miracle of MP3 players, I experience things that are not possible to convey by any method I can articulate! These things place me in the category of constant and complete continual AWE AND WONDER. That is how I see each person, a representation of the infinite possibilities of experience they are by virtue of their infinite uniqueness! Having this core inherent in my being, I am always too inspired and in raptured by the grandeur of the eternal reality and diversity of things to be pulled down into the dark and dreary, the darker shades - although I have plenty of experience there, either personally or vicariously. The Nightmare Before Christmas is a beautiful world, fascinating and captivating in many many ways, but I only intend to visit there not live there. Constantly being overwhelmed by a warm dynamic energy, and complete acceptance, love if you will is the permanent abode, but visiting other places is the Journey there! Don't think this is trippy or euphoric - it is stable, powerful and precise. It is like a child going to the Zoo for the first time! Innocent, pure and humble. I guess one would have to experience some of these things to appreciate them the way I have.

In Alice in Wonderland, Alice fell down into the "rabbit hole" and it was very very deep and ominous, more and more chaotic even disturbing.

With these things I am talking about, it is ever more refined, ordered, perfected, lovely, sweet, heavenly if you will. Sometimes I can hear the most lovely music, (I wish I could play an instrument so I could write it down) that I awake in tears. Sometimes I don't want to return back, but you dont have to leave if you carry the light in your heart and have the eyes to see the light others represent! It is this light that makes the daily walk all worth it and even sweet.

Hmm, heres perhaps a glimpse that others can connect with - Remember on the movie Ghosts at the End, what Sam says and how he conveys things during his journey beyond, I'm sure almost everyone can connect at least a little bit when they sincerely watch that part. It is amazing! The love beyond. I know there are worlds beyond! Things higher.

Take the World of Warcraft for example – In that virtual world characters run around doing all sorts of things too many to list here infact. Now the World from which WOW (world of warcraft) emerged (our so called reality) is all the more complex and glorious. So there are infinite realms of higher order and complexity than ours are, and we are in the midst of them all but not perceiving them all!

Here is the Universal Field Theory, Hawkings take note it is expressed in one word: Variable!